Ami mon die boner paa tipe jachchilam. Ami vishon mon die boner paa tipchilam, oke khusi kora chara ar kichu vabchilam na ami. Amar bondhura sobai mathe football khelche akhon. Ar ami ghore bose nijer boner paa tipchi? Boseo na, suye ! ar amar bon or juto pora paa 2 to amar mukhe rekheche ! jotoi nijer obostha somporke vabchilam, ki ek odvut anonde mon vore uthchilo amar. Aro mon die tipchilam amar bon,amar provu, prithar paa 2 to. Ar pritha tv dekhte dekhte amar mukhe jutor tola 2 to ghose cholechilo. Or jutor tola obosso o amar mukhe ar jive ghoshe poriskar kore felechilo . amar mukhe jutor tola duto ghosar fole borong amar mukh theke moyla or jutor tolay lege jachchilo. Ami majhe majhe tai jiv bar kore or jutor tola chete poriskar kore dichchilam. Evabe kotokhon ketechilo hiseb rakhini. Ghor vanglo door bell er awaj e. pritha amar mukhe alto kore ekta lathi mere bollo, “ja, dorja khule die ay.” Ami obak hoye or dike chailam.or payer tola theke uthe bollam, “kintu amar mukh je tomar jutor tolar moylay vorti, maa sob bujhe jabe je?” pritha misti hese bollo ,”se ami bujhbo ki bolte hobe. Ar aj theke tui amar chakor. Amar kono hukum omanno korbi na. jaa”. Maa baire theke ekbar dorja kholar jonne taara dilo. Ami boner payer kache upur hoye or juto pora paaye matha thekie pronam korlam ekbar. Tarpor uthe gelam dorja khulte. Dorja ta khulei ami vetorer ghore chole elam. Asha korechilam maa amar mukh dekhar agei ami mukh dhuye felbo. Kintu maa dekhte peye gelo. Obak hoye bollo, “ki re, tor mukhe ato moyla kano? Ki korchili?” ami ki bolbo bujhe uthte parchilam na,pas theke bon bollo, “ o khelte giechilo, ekhuni firlo maa.” Ami boner kothata dhore nie bollam,haat paa dhuchchilam, mukh dhoar aagei tumi chole ele.” Maa amar dike takie raag meshano golay bollo, “ madhdhomik hoye geche bole ki saradin khele berabi? Pora suru korte parchis na?” ami matha nichu kore bollam, “sorry maa”, tarpor mukh dhute laglam basin e. maa boner dike fire bollo, “ar tui ghorer modhdhe juto pore bose achis kano? Ghore dhokar somoy juto khulte paris na?” bon bollo, “ maa, jutor fiteta khulchena, faas pore geche. Tai vablam dada firle khulie nebo. Ar amar jutor tola akdom poriskar. Dadar mukh ba jiver thekeo besi. Bole juto tule tolata dekhalo maake.” Amar mukh dhoa hoye gele bon amar dike takie norom golay bollo, “dada, amar jutor fiteta khulte parchina,faas lege geche. Tui ektu khule dibi please?” ami kichu bollam na mukhe ,boner payer kache bose or juto pora paa duto kole tule nilam. Maa tokhon ei ghorei khate bose amader dekhche. Amar darun valo lagchilo maar samne boner juto khule debo vabte. Kintu ato sohoje juto khule dite ichcha korlo na. ami boner jutor fitey haat die amon vaab korte laglam jano chesta koreo khulte parchi na. chesta korar name borong git fele dilam or jutor fitey. Tarpor mukh upore tule bollam, “khulche na to re bon,ki korbo?” o bollo” valo kore try kor dada, thik khube.” Ami chesta korar name or juto pora dan paa take nijer buker sathe chepe dhorechilam ekhat die, ar onno haat die try korchilamfite kholar. Kichukhon fake try kore oke bollam, “khulche na, fiteta kete debo?” bon bollo, “na na, fite kete dile juto porbo ki kore erpor?” tarpor misti hese bollo, “ d(n)at die ekbar try kor na, lokkhi dada amar.” Ami ekbar mayer dike takalam . ma amader dekhche , kintu kichu bollo na. bon amar uttorer opekkhay na theke or juto pora dan paa ta amar kadher upor rakhlo. Or jutor toe amar ba kadher upor rakhlo o, ar ami dan hat ta or jutor heeler tolay rekhe dat die or jutor fite kholar chesta korte laglam. Ami vabtei parchilam na, mayer samne ami nijer boner jutor fite dat die khulchilam !! besh somoy nilam khulte ami, dan jutor fite khule dite bon ba pa tao tule dilo amar dan kadhe. Ami or b(n)a jutor fiteo dat die khule dilam. Bon or sundor mukhta hasite vorie bollo, “thank you dada.”, tarpor or paa duto amar koler upor namie rakhlo. Ami or juto duto or paa theke khule dilam, tarpor mojao khule dilam. Koek second er jonne or paa tipe dilam. Bon abar misti hese norom golay bollo,” dada, amar juto duto rekhe amar ghorer porar chotita ene dibi please?ami khub tired.” Ami bina protibade boner adesh palon korlam.
Bikeler tiffin sere bon or ghore dhuklo. Amio oke onusoron korlam.or ghorer dorja vijie die or choti pora payer upor upur hoye suye porlam ami. Or choti pora paa duto nijer dui haater upor rekhe pagoler moto or dui payer upor chumbon kore chollam. O uthe daralo amar haater upore. Amar byatha lagchilo haate, tobu ami chumbon kora chalie gelam. Or paaye ekta kore chumu khachchilam, ar amar mukh theke or proti “ provu,iswar,vogoban,debi” erokom ekta sombodhon berie aschilo, tarpor abar ek e rokom agrohe or onno paye chumu khachchilam. Kichukhon por bon khate bose porlo abar.or dan paata tule amar mathar upor or chotir tolata ghose amake ador korte laglo. Ar ami or b(n)a payer upor nijer matha ghoste ghoste ektana bole chollam, “provu,iswar,vogoban, debi” etc. ektu pore pritha bollo, “dada soja hoye so.” Ami soja hoye sute o or paa duto amar mukher upor rakhlo, dan paa ta thoter upor, ar b(n)a paa ta kopale. Ami or paa duto voktivore tipte laglam. Bon hese bollo, “tui khub badhdho chele hoye gechis dada.”. ami or paa tipte tipte or jutor tolay chumbon kore bollam,”ha provu. Aj theke tumi ar maya e amar debi, amar vogoban. Ami sudhu tomader e pujo korbo.tomra ja bolbe tai sunbo.”
Pritha or paa duto amar mukher upor theke sorie nilo hothat,”na, sunbi na”, hese bollo o. ami uthe boslam, hatjor kore or payer dike takie bollam, “kano provu?”
“karon ami chai tui amar obadhdho hos, maya r o.”
“ tomra amar provu, amar debi. Ami tomader vokto, daas matro. Ami kivabe obadhdho hobo tomader?”
Bon or paa duto amar kadhe tule dilo, “ami jani. Tobu hobi, karon ami bolchi.”
Ami or paa tipte laglam abar, bollam, “kintu kano provu??”
“provu?? Darun laglo sunte…obadhdho hobi karon obadhdho nahole shasti debo ki kore?”
Ami boner dan paa ta duhaate dhore thoter upor nie elam. Chotir tolay chumu kheye bollam,”ki hoyeche tate? Tumi amar provu,ami tomar kritodaas,amake jokhon khusi bina karone shasti dite paro tumi.”
Bon abar daan paa ta amar kadher upor rakhlo,” kintu ami cha isobar samne toke shasti dite. Ami ar pritha mile onek plan korechi aj. Tui ajtheke kharap chele haoar vaan korbi. Kaaro kotha sunbi na, kharap cheleder saathe misbi, cigarette mod khabi, kharap chobi dekhbi, jate baba ma jante pare tor obonotir kotha.”
Ami boner payer upor matha ghoste ghoste bollam, “kintu esob to khub kharap kaj debi?”
Pritha amar mathar upor paa bolate bolate bollo, “ta thik, tobe tui korchis provur kothay,jaate maya ar ami sobar samne toke shasti die moja pete pari tai. Ete kono paap hobe na.”
Ami boner pa duto duhaate dhore or paye matha thekie pronam kore bollam , “jotha agga provu.”

Erpor 6 mash ami boner kothay puro kharap chele hoye gelam.paray aage sobai amakevalo chele bolei janto, sei ami parar beparar sob kharap cheleder sathe miste laglam. Amar mod cigarette khawar kotha sobai jene gelo. Barite ghore bose mod khete khete kharap chobi dekhte bose babar haate dhora porlam ekdin. Obosso dhora porar jonnei bosa, purotai mayar plan chilo. Baba khub marlo sedin, bollo erokom kore cholle bari theke ber kore debe. Sedin rate boner ghore or paaye matha rekhe onekkhon kadlam. Bon amar mathay paa bulie ador korte korte bollo ,”arto matro koekdin dada, tarpor shasti pabi sudhu maya ar amar kache, ektu sojjo kor koekdin.”
Ami or paye matha rekhe vison kedechilam sedin. Amar mod cigarette khete baje lage khub,parar kharap cheleder sathe misteo ichcha korena akdom. Ora meyeder somman korte janena, meye dekhe kharap montobbo kore,amar akdom valo lagena esob.ar sobcheye kharap lage oi kharap chobi dekhar natok korte. Ami jodio koekta kharap cd chalie dekhar van korechi matro boner kotha moto, jate babar kache dhora porte pari.tobu oitukuo amake vishon kosto diechilo. Meyeder ami debi bole mone kori,debi der nie erokom nongra chinta loke kore ki kore ami bujhte parina.
Bon ar maya thik ki plan koreche ami jantam na. sedin chilo boner 15th birthday. Mayake rate nimontron korechilo o. rate darun khawa holo barite, tarpor boner kothay amake nijer ghore pc chalie boste holo, moder botol ar cigarette er packet sajie. Cd drive e ekta kharap chobir cd dhukie rakhlam. Bon ar maya ese ekbar dekhe gelo amake. Maya amar gaal tipe bollo, “aj tor opekhkhar sesh.aj raat ta tor kache special hoye thakbe,toiri thak.”
Ora ar khichu bollo na.ami onekbar jigasa korlam ki plan koreche ora, kichutei bollo na. ami oder paye matha thekie pronam korlam, ora nijeder ghore chole gelo. Boner kotha moto moder glass ar botol sajie rekhe ami suye porlam ektu pore.
Ghumta venge gelo rat 3 te nagad, mayar chitkare. Amar ar boner ghor 2 tolay, ei 2 to ghor ar ekta common bathroom ache dotolay. Baba ma niche soy. Dotolay uthe prothome amar ghor, tarpor boner. Ektola theke siri die uthe amar ghore dhokar mukhe ekta dorja ache,arekta boner ghorer jawar dorja. Prothom ta bondho korleo boner ghore jawar dorjata khola chilo. Ami bujhte parlam atongker sure oi dorjar samne dariei chechachche maya, “bachao, bachao bole.”, kokhono abar bolche “please amar sathe erokom korona.please chere dao amake.” Ki hoyeche mayar?keu akromon koreche oke? Ami bichanay uthe boslam, lafie namlam bichana theke.
Boner gola sunte pelam pas theke, “dada, ki korchis? Please, mayake chere de, o tor boner moto, please dada.”
Ami kichu bujhe uthte parchilam na. ki korche ora?soddo hum venge uthe kichui bujhte parchilam na. dekhlam, bon hothat ghorer light ta jalie dilo. Ami obak hoye dekhlam, maya je jamata pore ache seta chera, khotobikkhoto.dekhe mone hochche keu tene chire dieche, bishesh kore buker kachhta. Maya chitkar kore jachchilo tokhono,”please, chere dao amake.erokom korona ronida…..pritha,bacha amake.” Ami obak hoye mukh khulte jachchilam, maya hasi mukhe thote angul die chup korte bollo. Bon amar kaane kaane bollo, “aj natoker seshdin,tui mayake rape korar chesta korchis akhon.” Ami haatugere bose porlam oder payer kache,”please na. erokom bolona. Mayake ami debir moto somman kori. Erokom korona please.”
Bon aste kore ekta chor marlo amar gale,”dhut boka, eta natok to, nahole sobar samne maya toke shasti debe ki kore? Akhon ami ja bolbo tai korbi.ami niche jachchi baba ar make dakte. Jokhon sirite amader payer sobdo pabi tokhon tui mayar songe oisob korar natok korbi,bujhli?”
amar esob ekdom valo lagchilo na. kintu maya ar pritha amar provu,ora ja bolbe tai korte ami badhdho. Bon dorja khule niche chole gelo. Maya ese amar khate adh-soa hoye boslo.amio khate boslam. Vishon voy lagchilo amar. Sirite payer sobdo pelam ektu pore. Ami mayar haat duto alto kore chulam voye voye. Ami voye thok thok kore kapchilam. Sirir upor payer sobdo joralo hochchilo. Hothat maya amake tene nilo buker upor,khate suye porlo ,amake or sathe akre dhore chechate laglo,”please chere dao ronida, please.” Ar porokhonei ghorer vitor probol chitkar sunlam babar, “roni.”
Maya chere dilo amake, “voye kapte kapte ami bichana theke uthe daralam. Baba egie ese probol jore ekta thappor marlo amar gale,”toke aj merei felbo,amader bongsher lojja tui.”
Bon ar maao tokhon upore uthe eseche. Bon bollo “darao baba,esob kore kono lav nei.”mayar kache gie o mayar mathay haat rakhlo, “sorry maya, dada ja koreche tar jonne ami khwama chaichi tor kache.chol, thanay, diary korte hobe.”
“baba ar maa chomke uthlo sune, songe amio. Baba boner dike takie bollo,”please diary koris na,amader sobar bodnaam hoye jabe. Or opradher shasti ami dichchi oke.”
Maya uthe daralo,”or oporadher shasti tumi ki debe kaku? Oke pitie mere felleo kom shasti deoa hobe. O to kobe thekei erokom kharap hoye geche, tumi jante na seta? Ar o erokom amar sathei prothom korchena. Bohu meyeke o uttokto koreche aage. Ar nijer boner sathei rate kotobar erokom koreche khobor rakho tumi? Family r somman rakhtei to o kichu boleni atodin. Mukh bujhe sojjo koreche sob. Enough is enough,pritha, thanay chol.”
Ami totokhone mayar payer upor jhapie porechi. Mayar paye matha rekhe or paaye chumu khete khete bollam,”please maya,moder neshay vul kore felechi. Ebarer moto khwama kore dao. Please diary korona,please. Ami ar konodin mod chobona, tomader dujonke debir moto srodhdha korbo akhon theke.please, khwama kore dao.”
Bon ese amar mathar upor paa rakhlo, “toke khwama?tui janwarer o odhom. Nijer bon ar tar bondhuke je oi chokhe dekhe tar kono khwama nei.” Amar mathay jore ekta lathi mere bon bollo, “chol maya.”
Maya uthe porlo khat chere, boner sathe dorjar dike egolo. Baba tokhon mayar payer samne hatu gere bose porlo, haat jor kore bollo, “please maya. Ami to kono oporadh korini, pritha ar or maa o koreni.amader mukh cheye ontoto diary korona. Ekotha sobai jante parle amra kivabe bachbo bolo? Tumi borong lathi mere mere felo oke,ami kichchu bolbo na.”
Ami totokhone hamaguri die mayar payer kache chole gechi.or paye chumu khete khete bolte laglam, “khwama kore dao provu,please. Ami jani ami khwamar joggo na, tobu amar baba ,ma ar boner mukh cheye diary korona. Amake ja khusi shasti dao tumi. Lathi mere mere felo. Tate hoyto amar paap kichuta kombe.”
Maya babar haat duto dhore fello, kaku ki korcho tumi? Amar samne evabe haatjor korona please. Babar chokh die jol berote suru koreche tokhon.bon totokhone amar chuler muthi dhore amake mayar payer upor theke tene tule amake thappor marte suru koreche.
Baba kadte kadte totokhone mayar payer upor matha namie dieche,”please,khwama koro amader. O amader bongsher lojja,oke nie tumi ja khusi koro,sudhu diary korona please.”, mayar payer upor matha ghoste ghoste baba bole chollo.
Maya sore darie babake tene tullo, please kaku,erokom korona. Thik ache, ami diary korbona. Kintu tomake kotha dite hobe oke ami ar pritha jamon khusi shasti debo, ja khusi, oke sikhie charbo meyeder kivabe somman korte hoy.tumi badha debe na.”
Baba abar haat jor kore bollo, “oke lathi mere tomra mere felle ami sobcheye khusi hotam. O a raj theke amar chele noy, amar sudhu ekta meye ache,ar tumio meyer moto. Oke joto shasti debe, toto khusi hobo ami.” Babar chokh die tokhono joler dhara boye cholchilo.
Bon tokhon amar chuler muthi dhore chilo ar maa egie ese ektar por ekta thappor marchilo amar gale, “nijer babake evabe kadas, boner sathe osovvota koris, tui to janwarer o odhom. Tor sathe janwarer motoi byabohar kora uchit. Golay kukurer moto collar porie rakha uchit.” Maa ektar por ekta jore thappor marchilo amar gale, ar ami matha nichu kore sorry bolchilam.
Bon erpor amar chuler muthi chere mayake bollo, “ne maya,ei jontu ta tor sathe onek kharap byabohar koreche. Ebar sobar samne oke uchit shasti de tui.”
Maya boner dike takie bollo,” kano,o tor sathe kharap byabohar koreni?amra dujone mile oke sekhabo meyeder kivabe somman korte hoy.”
Amar dike fire maya bollo, “ei janwar, tor provu prithar ghor theke ekta belt ar amar chotita nie ay. Janwarer moto 4 hat paye jabi.”
Ami badhdho kukurer moto 4 hat paye boner ghore gie or ekta chamrar belt ar mayar choti mukhe nie fire elam amar ghore.
“Jamata khol kutta.”,maya hukum korlo. Ami badhdho chakorer moto khule fellam.
“upur hoye suye pore bar. Tor paaper saaja suru akhon theke.ami toke ei belt die pithe marbo, ar prottekta belt er aghat tor pithe porar sathe sathe tui amar paaye chumbon kore bolbi,’thank you provu’”
“ami mejhete suye pore bollam, “jotha agga provu”. Jodio ami bujhte parchilam maya vishon marbe aj amake, tobu nijer baba ar maar samne mayar haate dominated hote darun lagchilo amar. Choto thekei mayake darun valo lage amar. Oke pujo korar, or haate dominated haoar swapno dekhei boro hoechi ami. Ar aj amar swapno sotti hote choleche. Maya or b(n)a pa ta amar mukher tolay guje dilo,choti pora dan paa ta amar mathar upor rakhlo, tarpor e sojore amar khola pithe achre porlo or chamrar belt. Amar mone holo amar pithta bujhi kete keu dutukro kore dilo. Amar thot chumbon eke dilo or payer patay. Tarpor bollam, thank you provu.” Porokhonei or belt abar achre porlo amar khola pithe. Eker por ek belt er nisthur aghat achre porte laglo amar pithe. Ar ami or paye chumu kheye oke dhonnobad die jete laglam. Pash theke kokhono boner golar awaj pelam, “aro jore mar, mere fel janwar take.”,kokhono baba ar maa bolte laglo, “maro,aro maaro oke.” Maa ar bon lathio marte laglo amar pithe.ar mayar haater belt chabuker moto eker pore k achre porte laglo amar pithe.ami gyan harie ocheton hoye gelam.

(end of part to, to be continued in part 3)