amar naam amit ar ami Tina ke chotobela theke chini.or valo naam annesha. , o chirodin e khub sorol o misuke,abar khub sundori ar intelligent o. sob milie o amon ekta meye jar sathe ekbar porichoy hole keu oke konodin vulte parbe na. Tinar kmoto ekta meye amar moto sadharon ekta cheler sathe bondhutto kore somoy nosto korche,amontai mone korto pray sobai. Tina kano je amar sathe ato valo bondhutto korechilo,ebong boro haoa obdi amar sathe bondhutto rekhe diechilo seta oneker moto amakeo obak korto. O obosso amar kache sudhu bondhu chilona,chilo tar cheye onek beshi kichu.poth prodorshok,guru to botei,o amar araddho debi bolleo kom e bola hobe.sotti,joto boro hochchilam or otulonio rup amake aro mugdho kore dichchilo.ar or budhdhimottao amake or vokto kore tulechilo.o chilo class er 1st girl e sudhu na,gota desher srestho student der ekjon.darun gaan gaito,ar school er sports eo pray sob prize chilo or badha.ami sekhane oti sadharon ekti chele,porason theke chehara,sob dik thekei. Arthik dik thekeo amader modhdhe akash patal parthokko chilo.or baba ma dujonei chilo sohorer bikkhato doctor,bishal prasade rajkonnar moto ador peye boro hoye uthechilo o. oder 3te gari chilo,tar moddhe sobcheye dami garita tina use korto.ar amar baba ekta private farm e samanno miner chakri korto.joint family te aro 7 vai boner sathe oti koste boro hoye uthechilam ami. Ta sotteo boro odvut vabetike chilo amader bondhutto. Or gari chore onek jaygay ghure beriechi ami,or hate hat rekhe bose thekechi,jodio or paye matha rakhar moto joggotao amar chilona.
Jiboner swavabik niomei amra dujon soisob ar koisor par kore jouboner dorgoray ese porlam.amader school jibon sesh hoye gelo.tina joint entrance e prothom 10 er moddhe dank kore Kolkata medical college e mbbs porte vorti holo.ar ami onek koste ekta sadharon college e physics honours porar sujog pelam.o hostel e chole gelo.majhe 2,1 bar firleo dekha hoyni.or sathe abar dekha holo pujur chutite.
Sedinta chilo ponchomi.amar 18th birthday sedin.eidinta sobar jibonei khub special. Amar kache obosso dinta aro special hoye uthechilo tinake dekhte paoar anonde.tina tar ager ratei bari fireche. Ami khub asha nie sokal hotei chutlam tinar bari. Onek asha nie gechilam. Kotodin por dekha hobe or sathe,ami odhir agrohe eidintar jonnei opekkha korechilam.
Or bari gie bell bajalam.darun sundor ar misti oder door bell er awaj ta. Tina nijei dorja khullo.ei koek mashe aro sundori hoyeche o. o boyeshe koek masher choto amar theke. Soddo jouboner ava or chokhe mukhe chorie geche,ar seta or soundorjo bohugun barie dieche.or sundor mukher dike takie ami sudhu haslam,kono kotha berolona amar mukh die.ami chirodin e besh lajuk.bishesh kore meyeder songe kotha bolte gele janina kano,amar nijer jivtake pathorer moto vari mone hoy,ar golata osomvob sukno lage.tobe tina chotobelar bondhu haoay,ar or antorik byaboharer jonne or sathe sohoj vabei mistam,antoto amar pokkhe jotota sohoje mesha somvob totota sohojvabe.kintu aj atodin por oke dekhesei swavabgoto lajuk vabta jano amar mukhogahwar er modhdhe amar jivtake aste pristhe bedhe felechilo.
“o,tui….kamon achis?” jiggasa korlo tina.ami ghar nerei ha bollam.ami ekdriste or mukher dike takie chilam,kono kotha berochchilona amar mukh die.
Ami dorjar baire darie chilam,tina dorjar samne theke soreni.”ami aj shopping e jabo.pore ekdin asis tui.”,tina bollo.ami ghar nere ha bole chole elam.vishon dukkho hochchilo amar.tina ki vule geche aj amar birthday?ekbar wish o to korlo na amay?atodin por dekha,vetore deke 5 minute kothao ki bolte parto na o?antoto,pore ekdin na aste bole aj bikeleo ki ekbar aste bolte parto na??amader ei osomo bondhutter byapare tobe ki ar tina agrohi noy??
Saradin osomvob koste katlo.vebechilam a jar tinar bari jabona,kintu parlamna na gie.bikel hotei tinar bari gie hajir holam.dorja khullo oder barir chakor.amake bairer ghore bosie tinake dakte gelo se. ami eka onekkhon bose roilam tinar opekkhay.o elo pray 30 minute pore.ekta sada top ar nil pant porone or,paye golapi choti.mathar chul ghar obdi neme eseche.darun sundor lagchilo oke.o ese boslo amar pashe sofay.ar or swavabsidhdho pranochchol vongite or college er golpo suru korlo.ami chup kore sunte thaklam or kotha.o sudhu rajjer srestho college e sujog peyei theme thakeni.er modhdhei gota college swikar kore nieche or moto student college e somvoboto ar keu nei. sir ra class e sobar samne oke prosongsha kore.o class e dhukle naki cholera onekei respect e uthe daray.or sathe bondhutto korar jonne ba ektu kotha bolar jonne naki senior ar 1st yr er cholera pray maramari kore
Or golpo sesh kore o amar college er kotha jante chailo.or kotha sune amar hinommonnota bodh abar matha chara die uthlo.or dike cheye kotha bolte gie mone holo gola sukie kath hoye geche.vetore gie jol kheye elam.ebar ese boslam ar sofay noy,niche mejhete,tinar payer kache.tina or ba paer upor dan pa tule bosechilo,ami or payer dike takie amar college er golpo suru korlam.kivabe notun college e akhono ektao bondhu patate parini theke suru kore English e porte problem haoay kivabe akhon pass korai kothin mone hochche amar,sob.or payer dike takie bolchilamar kromei mon ei sotto upolobdhi korchilo je tinar sathe bondhutto to durer kotha,or payer tolay jayga paoar joggotao amar nei.
‘ Achcha,tor ki mone hoyna amader jibon akhon sobdik theke atota alada je amader pokkhe ar ager moto friendship rakha somvob na?’,tinar kothay ami chomke uthlam.amar mukh die abar kono kotha berolo na,sudhu korun dristite takie roilam or mukher dike.ar dan haatta or choti pora dan paer uporealto kore rakhlam.o pa sorie nilona.”dakh,ami akhon baire thaki.emniteo dekha kom hobe.ar amader line alada hoye geche.ami one of the top student hisabe mbbs complete kore surgery m.s. kore amader nursing home e ekjon boro surgeon hisabe jog debo. Ar tui bsc complete kore kono private company te choto khato job nibi hoyto.tor sunte kharap lagte pare,but it is true.ami bolchina tor sathe bondhutto rakhbona,amra chirodin e bondhu thakbo.but ager moto eksathe ato somoy ar katano somvob na.dekha hole kotha bolbo,byash…etai valo,karon aamader modhdhe common jinish sotti e kichu nei.eksathe besi somoy katale erpor dujoner e bore lagbe,ontoto amar to lagbei.”,tina thamlo.
Ami chokher jol thamate parlamna.amar gal beye boye chollo osru.ami hatjor kore bollam “please tina,please.tui e amar ekmatro valo bondhu.erokom bolisna.toke na dekhe ami thakte parbona.”
Tina amar kotha sune haslo. “Janis,amake chara thakte parbena ekotha last 2 mashe amader college antoto 50 jon top student er mukhe sunechi.ami janina amar modhdhe ki dekhis tora,but tui e bol,atojonke khusi rakha ki amar pokkhe somvob?”
Ekothar kono uttor amar jana chilona.amar gal die osru rashi boye chollo ar ami nijer mathata namie dilam tinar payer upor.nijer kopalta tinar paye ghoste ghoste onurodh kore chollam,”please tina,please………….”tina ektu pore paa sorie nilo.ami matha tule or mukher dike takalam.
“Sotti bolchi toke,kichu mone korisna,tor sathe kotha bolte amar chirodin e khub bore lage.atodin tobu eksathe katate partam,but akhon kolkatar jiboner swaad peye smart bondhuder sathe mishe eta aro besi feel korchi.”
“Thik ache,amar sathe kotha bolte hobena.tumi nijer moto kaj koro..sudhu ektu roj dekhte dio tomake bari ele.amake die barir kichu kaj o korie nio nahoy.tumi ja bolbe tai korbo ami.”ami hatjor kore bollam.tui theke amar sombodhon tumi hoye gelo,jodio o amar atodiner classmate ar boyesheo koek masher choto.
“janis ,last 2 month e 20 tar upor propose peyechi.sob kota chelei boleche amar jonne tara sobkichu korte pare. Ar akhon tui bolchis amake roj sudhu dekhbar jonne tui sobkichu korte paris.amar vishon jante ichcha kore ei ‘sobkichu’ mane ki?”
“tumi ja bolbe tai korbo ami,ta se jai hokna kano,jotoi kostokor hokna kano.tar boodle tomake ektu dekhte chai sudhu kachh theke”,ami hatjor kore bollam.
“Ami ja bolbo tai korbi?”
Ami matha nere ha bollam.
Amar koler upor choti pora pa duto tule dilo tina, :paa tipe de.”
Ami mon die paa tipte laglam tinar.amar valoi lagchilo or paa tipte,karon ami jantam or paa tepar joggotao amar nei.or college bohu brilliant student o or paa tipte pele dhonno hoye jabe ami jantam.ami or paa tipe chollam,pray 30 minute dhore.o tokhon ekta potrika porchilo sofay helan die.” 30 minute pore o potrika sorie amar chokher dike takalo. ”ami ja bolbo tai korbi tahole?’’ami ghar nere ha bollam. “ar toke nie Jodi ja khusi korte chai,toke aghat kori,badha dibi?”
“na,amake nie ja khusi korte paro tumi.amake mere felleo ami kichu bolbona.”
“amar last 2 mash dhorei ekotha khub jante ichcha korche,chelera amar moto ekta meyer jonne kotodur jete pare?kotota aghat sojjo korte pare,kotota sacrifice korte pare?aj tahole porikkha korei dekha jak,ki bolis?”
Ami ghar nere ha bollam.
Ami sabdhan kore dichchi agei,porikkha sohoj hobena.tui Jodi akhon uthe chole jas,amra regular dekha na korleo friend thakbo.kokhono kothao dekha hole kotha bolbo. But ekbar ami porikkha neoa suru korle se sujog thakbena tor.tokhono tui amake badha dite paris,fire aste paris porikkha sesh haoar agei.tobe,tahole amader friendship er aj e seshdin.ar kokhono amader ar kotha hobena jibone.bol,tui raji?vebe bolbi kintu”
Ami matha nichu kore bose thaklam kichukhon,tarpor ghar nere bollam “raji”.
O uthe vetorer ghore jete jete bollo,”ok..ami ready hoye aschi.” 10 minute por o ready hoye elo.or porone ekta kalo genji ar jeans. “aj amake kono prosno korbina,ami ja bolbo badhdho chakorer moto palon korbi.ja,shoe rack theke amar black boot ar moja nie ay.”,tina sofay bose bollo.ami or badhdho chakorer moto hukum palon korlam.
“juto porie de.”-ami abar hukum tamil korlam.tinar dupaye prothome kalo moja porie dilam ,tarpor kalo chamrar jutota. Jutor tolata osomvob puru ar sokto,ami hat diei bujhte parlam.
“do you respect me for what I am?”,tina prosno korlo.ami hatu gere or paye juto porachchilam.oi obosthatei hatjor kore bollam,”ha,provu.” O amake oke provu bolte boleni,tobe amar mukh theke nije thekei berie elo.
“show me,how much you respect me.”
Ami or juto pora payer upor matha rekhe pronam korlam.tarpor or jutor opor chumbon korlam.o uthe daralo, “lets follow me.” Ami montromugdho putuler moto oke follow korlam.o ghor theke berie garage e gelo.oder driver ke bollo gari bar korte.driver gari nie main get er samne ele tina bollo,toke jete hobena,tui jaa….ami chalabo”.jodio tinar 18 years purno hoyni bole or licence nei,tobu o drive kore.o driver er sit e boslo ar amake bollo or payer kache suye porte .ami sutei o bose gari start korlo ar ektu porei or juto pora paa duto bina didhay amar mukher upor rakhlo. O break use korte hole majhe majhe ekta paa tulchilo,abar paa ta namie amar mukher upor rakhchilo. E ek odvut onuvuti. Tina jei juto pore ghure beray,jar tolay kejane koto rokomer moyla lege ache , sei jutor tola akhon amar mukher upor? Tobe amar kharap lagchilona,tina amar mukhe juto pora paa rakhay valoi lagchilo.sei sathe tension o hochchilo ektu,amake nie ki korte chay aj o??
Onekkhon por ekjaygay gari thamalo tina.dorja khule amar mukher upor uthe dariei berolo,tarpor amake berote bollo.ami berie dekhi ekta faka high wayr ek pashe gari thamieche o. o rastar ultodike garite vor die darie bollo, “amar payer kachhe hatu gere bos.” Ami tai boslam. “Haat duto pete de amar payer kache.” ami tai korlam. Tina or paa duto amar haater upor rekhe gaarite helan die darie ekta cigarette dhorie khete laglo.jibone prothom oke cigarette khete dekhlam. amar haate byatha lagchilo khub,sokto mati ar tinar jutor majhe pore chape khub byatha korchilo. Tina udasin mone cigarette tanchilo,ar chhaita amar mathar upor felchilo. Cigertte ta ordhek khawar por o ja korlo ami ta kolponao korte parini. O dan pata amar ba hater talu theke sorie tar upor jolonto cigarette ta fello,tarpor juto pora dan paata amar hater talute tule jolonto cigarette ta amar hater talute ghoste laglo. Ami tinar payer kache hatugere bose,amar dui hater upor tinar juto pora paa duto rakha.ar o amar ba hater talute jolonto cigarette or juto pora paa die ghoschilo.ek obyakto jontronay obosh hoye aschilo amar haatta.tobu ami badha deoar kono chesta korchilam na. ami amar mon,hridoyer songe amar sorrier uporo sompurno odhikar orpon korechilam tinake.

cigarette ta koek second por e nive gechilo kintu amake byatha die hoyto tina anondo pachchilo,hoyto ba o jante chaichilo or moto ekta meyer jonne ekta chele kotodur jete pare,kotota jontrona sojjo korte pare. Tai cigarette nive jaoar por o tina amar ba hater talute or dan jutor tolata onekkhon ghoslo. Or mukhe ek odvut anonder vab fute uthechilo. Or sundor mukhe khusir jholok dekhe amaro saririk kosto chapie ek odvut valolagar onuvuti hochchilo.

tina pa sorale ami uthe darate gelam,ami vebechilam tinar amake nie porikkha hoyto sesh. Kintu tinar mukhe ekta gomvir vab fute uthlo amake uthte dekhe.mukhe kichu bollo na o. hater isharay amake bollo rastar upor pith rekhe suye porte or payer kache. Amar or nirdesh mana chara ar kichu korar chilona.
ami or payer kache rastay suye porlam,mukh upor dike rekhe. Tina amar mathar dudike pa rekhe garite helan diedaralo. O er por dan paa ta amar mukher ektu upore tule dhorlo,tarpor or jutor tolata aste aste namie anlo amar mukher upor., or jutor sokto tolata amar naak sporsho korlo.. ami jantam etai amar sothik sthan,tinar jutor tolay.hoyto or jutor tolay sthan paoar joggotao amar nei., ami tinar dike takie dekhlam,o komore hat die darie,or jutor tola amar mukher upor rakha. Or amake nie porikkha tokhono sesh hoyni. O garir dorjata balance er jonno dhorlo ,tarpor aste aste or sompurno ojon dan payer upor nie elo. Or jutor sokto tola,or jutor tolar khaj amar naaker upor sokto hoye bose gechilo. Jontronay amar duchokh beye gorie porchilo jol. Sudhu amar naaker upor juto pora paye dariei o khusi holona,or jutor tola amar mukher upor ghoste laglo , cigarette nevanor jonne jevabe cigarette er upor juto ghoshe,sevabe., or ojon ar boot pora payer ghorshoner fole amar naak theke chamra uthe aschilo,lege jachchilo or jutor tolay. Ami bujhte parchilam ar kichukhon porei amar naakta tukro tukro hoye jabe ei ghorshon ar tinar ojoner fole. Tina or paa ektu sorie haat die amar naakta sporsho korlo,amar rokto lege thaka angulta chokher samne tule porikkha korlo.or mukhe sundor hasi fute uthlo ekta. Tina or mukh amar kaner kache nie elo, bollo ebar amar sesh porikkha.amar mukhe porpor 10 ta lathi marbe o,or sorbosokti die.ami jano kokhonoi samanno o badha na di. Badha dile aj e amader bondhutter sesh din hoye jabe..o amar dike koek second chup kore cheye roilo.amake bojhar somoy dilo hoyto je er porinoti kotota marattok hote pare. Tina je amar upor kono daya korbe na seta or atokhoner achorone poriskar bujhte parchilam. Or oi sokto juto pora payer 10 ta lathi khele more jaoao osomvob na.ami tokhono uthe chole jete partam,kintu tinake chara bacha amar pokkhe somvob chilona.

Amar nirobotake amar onumoti bole dhore nilo tina, NIJER MUKHE SECHCHAY lathi khete hoyto keu chayna,tobu tinar bondhutto haranor cheye mukhe tinar lathi khete khete mrittu amar kache onek besi kammo chilo. Tina soja hoye uthe darie amar dike takalo,jodio ar haschilo na o., bodhoy tinao bujhte parchilo o ja korte jachche tar porinoti ki hote pare.. o or dan boot ta amar mukher upor tule dhorlo abar, ar amar mukher 1 foot upore dhore rakhlo kichukkhon.garir dorjata ekhate dhore o amar mukher dike cheye roilo kichukhon,tarpor chokh sorie nilo. Hothath or dan juto pora paata amar mukher upor probol bege hingshro vabe neme elo. Purono bondhur upor samanno dayar porichoy o chilona lathitay. Oi prothom lathitai amar naakta tukro tukro kore diechilo,amar mukh beye gorie porchilo rokto. Tina lathi mara chalie gelo,amar mukh ,naak,kopal,gaal,kichui baad gelona or akromoner haat theke.. amar mukhta kichukhoner modhdhei vanga haru,rokto,ar moylar ekta pinde porinoto holo..prothom dike o protita lathi marar por ami gunchilam kintu sesh dike ami poriskar vabe vabar khwamota harie felechilam. Byathatao vota ebong nirdisto chilona ar,kamon ekta “out of body experience” mone hochchilo.. ami osru ar rokto mesha chokhe tinar dike takalam.o akhono takie chilo durer dike. Or lathi marar modhdhe kono plan chilona.durer dike takie or jutor tola sojore namie anchilo amar mukher upor.konota porchilo thote,konota naake mukhe ba kopale.amar naak kokhono or jutor tolar samner diker aghate khotobikkhoto hochchilo,kokhono or heel amar naaker harh venge tukro tukro kore dichchilo. Amar ba chokher uporeo ekbar or jutor tola sojore aghat korlo,songe songe amar ba chokh rokte vore gelo ar dristi jhapsha hoye elo..ami biswas korte parchilam na tina erokom nirdoy vabe amar mukhe lathi marche. 6 ki 7 ta lathi khawar por amar chinta soktio jhapsha hoye gelo,krome gyaan harie ocheton hoye gelam. Tina tokhono lathi mara chalie jachchilo amar mukhe.bohukkhon por gyaan firle ami dekhlam amar mathar thik pashe garite helan die darie tina cigarette khachche. Ami amar matha ghorate parchilam na,atotai byatha korchilo,tobu dekhte pelam tinar juto amar rokto ar mukh theke chire asha chamray vore geche. Ebong sei muhurte,probol jontrona ebong mukhjora severe damage upekkha kore ami hamaguri die tinar kache pouchalamar or juto chete poriskar korte laglam,ami nijer chamra ar rokto khete laglam prothome or jutor upor theke,tarpor o paa uchu kore dhorle or jutor tola theke. Ami nijer sorrier sesh sokti tuku ujar kore chatchilam tinar jutor tola. Ami tinake khusi korte tokhono vishon udgrib chilam.oi obosthayo mrittu voy amar mone chhaya feleni,borong mone ghurchilo tinake khusi na korte parar asongka.

or juto chete poriskar kore deoar por o uthe garite gie boslo,amake oi abosthay eka fele chole gelo gari chalie.amio osojjho jontronay gyaan harie fellam.amr gyaan firlo onek pore,nursing home er bed e.otai tina der paribarik nursing home.amake oi obosthay dekhte peye ek bike arohi phone kore thanay,police ambulance pathie prane bachay amake. Ami pray 1 month vorti chilam nursing home e. tina je kodin bari chilo roj dekhte asto amake. Or mukher misti hasi dekhe bojhar upay chilona je amar ei abosthar jonno oi dayi. Amar mathar kache ese roj bose thakto kichukhon,mathar chule hat bulie dito. O jano abar amar ager sei bondhu tina hoye uthechilo. Chole jaoar ager din o amake ekta upohar die gechilo packet e mure. Pore khule dekhechilam sei but jora, jeta pore o amake lathi merechilo.
Amar naaker harh venge gechilo osonkho tukroy. Operation hoye jaoar por o amar naak ta ektu bekai roilo,amar 18 tomo jonmodine amar bestfriend totha provur deoa upoharer sriti hisabe.
Amar operation korte onek taka legechilo.amader ato taka chilona,naam matro khoroche amar puro treatment er byabostha kore diechilo tina,oder nursing home e. tinar baba maa janto amar ei abosthar jonne tinai dayi. Tobe amake nie tinar ei funny game oder kache osswavabik kichu mone hoyni. Tinar ma ekdin nursing home e bolechilo amake tina je ei kaj amar sathei koreche,tar jonne amar gorbo haoa uchit.
Local police onekdin birokto korechilo amake.ora jante cheyechilo amar ei abosthar jonne ke dayi. Ami bolini.ami jantam,bole dile tinar naam e attempt to murder er case hoye jabe. Ami more geleo tinar atoboro khoti korte partamna. Tina amar sathe ja korechilo tar jonne or proti amar sroddha aro bere giechilo. Ami police ke bolechilam road accident hoyechilo amar. Tara kokhonoi biswas koreni sekotha.amar mukher upor jutor tolar chhap poriskar dekha jachchilosedin. Keu je amar mukhe lathi mere mere amar ei obostha korechilo seta ora poriskar bujhte parchilo. Ora jeta bujhte parchilona seta holo ami kano aghat karike bachanor chesta korchi. Oder bojhar kothao noy.jai hok,amar osohojogitay ora sesh obdi ei case nie matha ghamano bondho kore day.
Er por amar jibon bodle jay puropuri. Ami tinar photo ar oi boot jorake roj debi gyaan e pujo korte thaki. Tina bari ele ami gie chakorer motoi or seba kortam.o amar mukhta footstool hisabe use korto,sobar samnei. Oder adorer meye amar moto ekta nogonno cheler mukhe paa rakhbe er moddhe or baba ma ossavabik kichu dekheni. Tina bari ele ami ghontar por ghonta or footstool hisabe kaj kortam,o paa duto rakhto amar mukher upor,kokhono khali paa,kokhono choti ba juto pora paa. Ar ami mon die or paa tipe ditam,or paa dhuye jol khetam,or baba maa ar chakor der samnei.
Tinake debi gyaane pujo korte pere amar jibon bodle giechilo puro. Ami porasonay onek valo hoye giechilam. Next time joint entrance die ami tina der college ei mbbs porar sujog pai.ami je tinar batchmate ar 2nd time joint die esechi sekotha kauke janaini notun college e.ami oke anneshadi bole daka suru kori (tinar valo naam annesha ). Ami sobaike bolechilam ami oti gorib poribarer chele chilam,porasona korar samortho chilo na. tinar onurodhe or baba maa amar porasonar byabostha kore den. Tina amake porie ditto chotobelay. Anneshadir help ei ami aj ei jaygay pouchate perechi. Anneshar moto meye somporke ei kotha keu obissas koreni. Ami sobar samne,roj college e dekha holei tinar paye haat die pronam kortam,bishesh kono karon thakle or juto pora paye matha thekie.o juto pora dan pa ta amar mathar upor rekhe asirbad korto tokhon. Ar bari firle ami saradin or barite theke or seba kortam.or jama kacha,juto poriskar,ghor ar toilet poriskar,sob ami kortam. Ar o amar mukhta footstool hishabe use korto. Roj rate bari ferar age or paa dhuye choronamrito pan kortam ami.
Evabei tinar pujo kore kete gelo onek bochor. Amader mbbs complete hoye gelo. Tina or baba maar moto ms korlo surgery te. Ar ami md korlam medicine e. tarpor dujonei kaaj korte laglam oder paribarik nursing home e.
Or ar amar obostha obossoi ekrokom chilona.or biye hoye gechilo or classmate ekta cheler sathe,se radiologist. Oder ekta futfute sundor meye hoyechilo. Atoboro ekta nursing home er malik ora,swachchonde sukhe din katchilo oder.
Ami oder nursing home e kaj korleo tina make ek paysao maine ditona. Sudhu 4 bela khete petam. Ar oder bari lagoa ekta chotto ghore thaktam. Oder sob chakor o jekhane minimum 1500 taka maine pay ami sekhane specialist doctor hoye sudhu 4 bela khabarer bodole kaaj kortam. Sudhu nursing home e duty e noy,tinar personal sob kaj e ami kortam.or ghor poriskar theke gari dhoa,kapor kacha theke paa tipe deoa,sob.
Or barite ami je esob kaj kori ta or barir chakorra janleo bairer loke jantona.ami je ekpaisao maine paina setao keu jantona. Tobu,amar jibon jatra dekhe sobai bole berato tinar sathe ami somoy nosto korchi. Amar moto ekjon doctor er nahole rajar hale thaka uchit.ami patta ditam na. thik jamon amader chotobelay sobai bole berato tina amar sathe bondhutto kore somoy nosto korche,thik sevabei.
Asole jibone tokhon amar ar kichu paoar chilona. Tina amar kache chilo swayong vogoban,ar or seba korar moddho die ami sworgio sukh petam. Sokale uthe tinar kapor keche or juto palish kore ditam.or jutor tola roj e jiv die chete poriskar kortam. Tarpor or gari dhutam.erpor o jogging korte berole or ghor ar bathroom saf kortam. O jogging kore fire juto porei tv roome bose tv dekhto. Ami or payer tolay suye thaktam. Tina or jutor tola amar saramukhe ghosto. Ami or paa tipe ditam. Tarpor ami or juto jiv die chete poriskar kore ditam.or juto moja khule erpor ami or paa dhuye diye sei jolta voktivore paan kortam.
Erpor tiffin kore amra dujonei nursing home e chole jetam. Tina kichukhon round diye chole jeto kothao enjoy korte.ami sondha obdi okhanei thaktam.sar sondha tina amar mukhtake footstool hisabe use korto. Ar ami or paa tipe ditam. Rate ami tinader khabar serve kortam tarpor tinar khawa hoye gele or khawa thalay tinar payer kache bose dinner kortam. Tina or choti pora pa duto amar thalar upor rakhto.ami tinar chotir tolay marano khabar pujor prosad vebe kheye nitam. Tarpor or chotir tolay lege thaka khabar chete poriskar kore ditam. Raat e aage nijer ghore gie sutam. Kintu akhon sui tinar sobar ghorer pashe je bathroom ta ache,tar dorjar pashe,tinar nirdeshe.tinar roome attach bath thakleo rate o bathroom korte ei bathroom e ase.amar mukhta choti pora paa die parie bathroom jay. Bathroom theke berie amar mukhe veja chotir tola ghoshe poriskar kore,thik jano paposhe paa muchche,tarpor ghore chole jay.
Evabei amar jibon kete jachche besh.akhon amar boyesh 33. Ami khub sukhi tinake evabe seba korte parar jonne. Sudhu majhe majhe voy kore amar kono durghotona ba boro rog hole ki hobe? Ek paisao to nogod nei amar kache.. tinake jiggasa korbo vebeo sahosh paini akhono. Serokom hole tina debi e amake dekhbe ei bissas niei beche achi, jevabe osonkho nisso asohay manush vogoban er upor bissas kore beche thake.

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