Amar chotobelay ma mara giechilo. Barite thaktam sudhu ami,baba ar 6 bochorer boro dada. Amar barite kono meye na thakay ami kono female er sathe kokhono kotha bolini. Introvert haoar karone ar boys school e porar karone kono meyer sathe porichoy o hoyni. Meyeder amar ek onno jogoter manush mone hoto,oder songe kotha bolte boddo ichcha korto,kintu sujog chilo na. Amar ichcha korto kono meyer paye matha rekhe onurodh kori amar sathe ektu kotha bolar,amar sathe bondhutto korar jonne.

ami boro hoye othar songe songe amar mone jege uthechilo ek odvut ichcha. Amar meyeder seba korte ichcha korto,oder paye matha rekhe pronam korte ichcha korto. Jesob chele choto theke ma-didir haate kanmola,chor,thappor kheye boro hoyeche tader opor hingsha hoto amar. Ami dekhte dekhte college e uthe gelam.amader class e onekgulo meye porto,kintu ami oder karo sathei meshar sahosh petam na. Er modhdhei ghote gelo sei ghotona jar jonne amar kono meyer sathe kotha bolar,meshar sujog holo. Amar dadar bie holo.boudi elo amader barite.

Dadar boyesh tokhon 25, ar amar 19. Boudi dadar cheye onek choto.amar cheyeo choto. H.s. Pass korei 18 bochorer boudi amader barite songshar korte eseche. Boudir nam arpita,amader pasher paray thakto,age onekbar dekhechi. Arpita amader pasher girls school e amar 1 yr junior chilo. Khub sundori dekhte oke, bohubar kotha bolte cheyechi,kintu sahosh hoyni. O jokhon school jeto ektu kotha bolar ashay or pechon pechon jetam.kintu o pichon phire takalei matha nichu kore feltam lojjay,or juto pora sundor pa dutor dike takie thaktam. Sei arpitar sathei amar dadar bie hoye gelo. Bier por boudi barite ele baba amake bollo, boudike pronam kor. Arpita Boudi amar theke 1 bochorer choto.tobu or payer opor matha rekhe sashtange pronam korlam. Boudir porone tokhon lal salwar kamij,paye akashi choti. Ami boudir paye matha rekhe onekkhon pore roilam,boudir paye matha ghoslam. Opor theke muchki hasir sobdo pelam.bujhlam boudi tar cheye boyeshe boro deor er ei pronam khub enjoy korche.

Amar jibon bodle gelo erpor theke. Boudir seba korai amar dhyan gyan hoye uthlo. Dada tokhon amader paribarik byabsha samlate saradin byasto thakto. Ar baba saradin dhormo nie mete thakto. Kono ek gurur kache dikkha nie tar asromei besirvag somoy pore thakto. Barite besirvag somoy thaktam ami ar boudi. Boudi abar college e vorti hoyechilo.ami e dadake bole raji koriechilam. Ami boudike barite kono kaj korte ditam na. College ar class faki die ami barir sob kaj kortam. Boudi college theke firlei ami boudir juto pora paye matha thekie pronam kortam.dada bari thakle amar boudi vokti dekhe khusi hoto. Erpor ami boudir juto moja khule pa dhuye ditam. Boudike gorom tiffin die ami boudir payer kache bose portam. Boudir pa duto kole nie tipte thaktam. Boudir pa tipte tipte barbar matha ta namie ditam boudir paye. Boudi hese bolto ar koto pronam korbi amake? Ami boltam, amar ichcha kore saradin tomar payer tolay suye tomar pa tipte. Ato sundor boudi pete 7 jonmo topossa korte hoy. ‘dhyat!’ bole boudi aste kore lathi marto amake.

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Ami boudir pa tipte tipte boltam boudi go, tomar pa tipte amar khub valo lage. Jano boudi,ami thik korechi,bie korbo na. Sara jibon tomar srichoroner das hoye tomar podo seba korbo. Amader choto bari.ami jantam etate 2 bhai mile songshar kora jabe na. Ami bie na kore sara jibon boudir chakor hoye thakle dada boudi khusi hobe jantam. Boudi khusi holo o. Amar mathay choti pora pa bulie bollo,sona chele. Ami boudir choti pora pa dutor tolay suye pa duto mukher opor rekhe tipte thaklam voktivore. Jiv bar kore chatte laglam amar boyeshe choto boudir chotir tola.boudi amar mukhe choti pora pa die ekta lathi mere bollo aj theke tui amar chakor.amake provu bole dakbi. Ami boudir chotir tola chatte chatte bollam ha provu. Ghorer dorjar samne darie dada hasche,boudi chokher opor theke pa sorate dekhte pelam. Dada hasche,karon bari ba byabshar vag amake dite hobena. Songe bina poysar chakor o peye gelo boudi. Ar ami pelam amar aparupa boudi arpita ke amar provu hisabe. Boudi amar mukhe lathi mere bollo,amar college er juto ta ene amar paye porie de kutta,tarpor chete juto ta poriskar kore de. Boudi amake kutta bole dakay amar vari anondo holo. Ami 4 hat paye gie boudir juto moja mukhe kore ene boudir paye porie dilam. Tarpor boudir payer tolay suye badhdho chakorer moto boudir sada sneaker er tola chete poriskar kore dite laglam,ar onno pa die boudi amar mukhe lathi mere chollo.

Er koek mash por ekdin sondhya bela boudi ghore bose tv dekhche ar dada ghorer onno pashe bose boi porche. Boudir porone nil-sada salwar,paye akashi choti. Choti pora pa duto obossoi amar mukhe rekheche boudi,amar mukher sorbotro ghosche chotir tola duto. Ar ami porom voktivore tipchi amar provu boudir pa duto. Hothat babar golar sobde chomke uthlam amra sobai. Dorja je lock kora hoyni amara kheal korini. Baba hothat bari fire eseche. ‘ki byapar ma? Khoka tomar payer tolay suye tomar pa tipche kano?ar tumi or mukhe choti pora pa rekhe bose acho kano?’ dada poristhiti samal dite bollo, bhaike swapne ma kali dekha die boleche, or boudi mayer e abotar,tai ma kalike pujo korte chaile jano o nijer boudir paye pujo nibedon kore. Baba obiswas er sure bollo tai? Kobar dekheche o ei swapno? Boudi mukhe hasi jhulie bollo, goto 7 dine roj ekbar kore.ar o eka dekheni apnar boro cheleo dekheche ek e swapno. Ar ma amakeo swapne dekha die bolechen ami or e abotar,apnar 2i cheleke podotole sthan die ami jano oder dhonno kori. Baba amader dujoner dike cheye obiswasso golay jiggasha korlo, sotti. Ami songe songe ha bollam.dada bujhlo boudi byapar take kondike nie jachche. Kintu tokhon ar na bolar upay nei. Dadao ha bolte badhdho holo.

Baba kichukhon hotovomber moto sunno dristite takie roilo boudir dike.ami totokhone boudir payer tola theke uthe ektu dure gie bosechi. Boudi ba payer opor dan pa rekhe chair e bose ache thote hasi jhulie. Baba hothat jhapie porlo boudir payer opore. Boudir payer opor chumbon korte korte bollo, devi,tomar dekha pete ami saraprithibite ghure berachchi..ar tumi je amar baritei acho seta bujhte parini? Amake khwama koro debi,khwama koro..boudi totokhone babar mukher opor choti pora pa duto tule dieche..valo kore seba kor amar,seba kore khusi korte parle khwama kore debo toke..sosurer mukhe choti pora pa die lathi mere bollo boudi. Baba boudir chotir tola chatte chatte pa tipte laglo. Ektu pore boudi dan pa ta babar mukh theke tule dadake daklo,tui amar dan pa ta tep. Dada ki ar korbe? Badhdho borer moto nijer bou arpitar payer tolay suye tar choti pora dan pa mukhe rekhe tipte laglo pa. Ek e vabe boudir ba pa tipe dichchilo baba. Boudir duto choti pora pa tar bor ar sosurer mukhe rakha,ar dujone porom voktite arpita boudir pa tipte laglo.boudi podoseba nite nite tv dekhte laglo.ami boudir hukume rater ranna korte laglam..sei suru. Sei theke evabei amader din katte laglo. Amra 3 jone mile jibonto debir moto din rat pujo korte thaklam amar arpita boudike.