Cheletar nam chilo Shintu. Nam shunei bojha jachche eta bhalo nam noe, barir dak nam. Shitnur ekhon 20 bochor boyesh, dada ar boudi r sathe thake karon tar bari Medinipore gram e. Dadar boyesh ekhon 30, boudi r o dhar kachei hobe. Ta ete keu apotti koreni, karon apotti korar I ba ki ache? Barir chele, dada-boudi r kache theke porashone korbe eta to khub shabhabik. E bochor i tar Physics e bsc pass korar katha, 3 bochorer course. Ei time e ekta ghotona ghote gelo, jeta Shintur jibonke puro ghurie dilo. Ghotonata hochche, Shintur boudi, Nivedita nam, dekhte khub sundori, khub i sundori, shabhabik karonei Shintur boyeshi cholera tar dik e ektu uki-jhuki mere dekhe. Ta Shintu konodin o oivabe dekheni kintu ekdin, boudi snan kore berieche, chul gulo sob vije pither opor elie poreche, sara ga ektu vije, Shintu onuvob korte parlo je or nunu ta aste aste khara hoe jachche. Onovigyo Shintu kichu ne vebei pant er opor thekei nunu ta ghoste laglo, se tokhon odurei ekta chair e bose chilo. Hatath ei somoy, Nivedita boudir ki holo ke jane, ghure takalo ekbar Shintur dike. Shintu thik tokhon i, khub nichu voice e ekbar ‘ahhh’ kore uthechilo.

Ghure takiei boudi dekhte pelo Shintur hat ta or nunu r jaegae ache ar oi ‘ahh’ sobdotar khanikta boudi shunteo peyechilo. Khub gombhir vabe boudi jiggesh korlo Shintuke, “ei, okhane hat die bose achis keno?” Jotobar i barite, dorja bondho kore Shintu tar nunu ta nachie thakuk na keno, onno karur samne, se ekebarie onovigyo. Se songe songe hat e shorie amta amta kore bole, “na na… oi ektu chulkochchilo jaega ta.” Boudi to edike valoi bujhte pereche ki hoeche, ar Shintu r pant tao ektu uchu moton hoe uteche dekhe boudi hasi chepe jiggesh korlo, “tai bujhi? Tahole nunu ta omon uchu hoe ache keno?”

Boudir mukhe e heno vasha shune Shintu lojjae lal hoe matha ta nichu kore fello. Se je ki bolbe kichui bujhte parchilo na, karon boudi to sob i dhore feleche. Aste aste boudi r mukh theke jeno hasi r prolep ta muche gelo. Asole bepar ta te hasi r kichu chilo na, kintu tao Shintu r lojja dekhe Nivedita boudi r ektu hasi peyechilo. Nivedita boudi asole femdom e biswas korto. Shintu r dada ke konodin sohobot sekhate hoeni, kintu hat er samne emon ekta beyara chele ke peye ashole boudi khusi i hoechilo. Shintur samne gie komore hat die gombhir vabe bollo, “Ne ne, Jodi kichu nai kore thakis, pant ta khule de amake ekbar. Dekhi sotti sotti ki kora hochchilo.”

Shintu puro lojja e lal, vablo boudi bujhi iarki marche, hese fele bollo, “eh, ki je bolo tumi boudi. Please, sotti ami i kichu korchilam na.” Shintu vebechilo ete boudi theme jabe kintu holo hite-biporit. Boudi Shintur ekta kan chepe dhore tante laglo, ar onno hat e ekta birashi-shikkar chor marlo tar gal e. Bethae Shintu ‘aah’ kore uthtei, Boudi haste haste bole, “Jodi pant ta na khule dis, tahole ei rokom next mar ta tor nunu te marbo. Age toke bolechilam, khali pant ta khol, ekhon bolchi jama pant-dutoi khule puro langto hoe dara amar samne.”

Shintu kichu ar bolte na pere aste aste jamakapor khule boudi pa-er samne fele dilo. Die nunu ta du-hat e dheke darie thaklo boudir samne. Boudi kotmot kore takie bollo, “Nunu ta Jodi dhekei thakbi, tahole langto hote bollam keno, bador chele?” Shintu katha ta shunei, mar erate hat ta jhot kore sorie nilo. Boudi etokhkhon e sujog peye valo kore takie dekhte laglo Shintu ke ar tar langto chehara ta. Chehara dekhe impress hobar moto kichui chilo na, ulte ektu hasi pachchilo boudir. Karon shintur nunu ta totokhkhon e sompurno khara holeo, nunu ta chilo mote sare-char inch (4.5 “) and bichi gulo jeno jhulchilo duto choto marbel guli. Boudi dekhei ho ho kore hese phello, die Shintur dike muchki hese bole, “Ne, ebar nunu ta ke narate suru kor, thik jemon kore tor moton nongra chelera dorja bondho kore narae. Khali tui amar samne narabi ekhon.” Ektu opekhkha kore boudi hatath bole, “achcha, na na. Narate hobe na ekhon. Tui age bol, ekta chele privacy kokhon pae?”

Shintu tokhon o lojjae lal, odhobodone darie ache boudir kache nijeke somorpon kore. Ektu edik odik takie Shintu jobab dei, “Jokhon cheleta 18 bochor hoe.” Boudi aste kore Shintur gal e ekta chor mare, jeno ador korei marche, “ekdom thik bolli Shintu. Ta jesob chele 18 bochor er tader dekheo to 18 laga uchit. Toke to dekhlam”, ektu nicher dike Shintur khara nunu ta dekhe boudi abar suru korlo, “ekhon o dekhchi. Sotti kotha bolte gele tor nunu ta to ekhono bachcha. Mone hoe barbeo na, ei sare-char inchi tei atke thakbe chirokal, karon boyesh to tor 20.” Boudi ektu somoy nilo porer aghat ta korar jonne, “ta bolchi, ei tuku nunu ta nie abar boro boro vab dekhas keno sarakhkhon. Boro to kichui hosni dekhchi. Ne, ar beshi katha na barie, nunu ta nara amar samne, dekhi, tui kotokhon na fele narate parish.”

Shintur puro mathar opor die jachchilo boudi ki korlo etokhkhon. Shintu bujhteo parchilo na, eto opomanjonok kotha shonar poreo nunu ta emon vabe khara hoe ache ki kore. Asole, shintu chilo masochistic ar humiliation addict o, boudi seta prothom nojorei bujhe fele Shintu ke thik nijer moner moton kore manipulate kore gechilo puro time ta. Ei dhoroner (masochistic, humiliation addict) cheleder shunte ichche kore tara koto opodartho, tader dara kichu hobe na, tader nunu ekta asol purush manush er nunur dhar kach dieo jae na etc. etc. Kintu Shintu ar kono protibad korte parlo na aste aste du angul er modhdhe nie nunu ta ke opor niche narate suru korlo se, boudir pa er dike takie.

Boudi abar haste haste bole othe, “oma, tui du angul er modhdhe nie nunu ta narachchis? Ashole ha, tor o dosh nei, tor nunu ta Jodi oto choto hoe ki ba korte parish tui ? Jader nunu boro, tara puro hater talu ta diei narae nunu ta ke. Ne, ar shune ki korbi, nara.” Shintur tokhon prae kede felar obostha. Se aste aste jore narate laglo, uttejito hoe gie. Boudi ei time e kono montobyo korlo na, nibishto mon e lokhkho korte laglo Shintu r karjo kolap. 3-4 minute jabar porei Shintu ektu meyeli vabe ‘aaaah’ kore uthlo abar ar or nunu die sperm berie aste gelo, jeno chotto fowara ekta. Ektu mal gie porlo sundori boudir nail-polish lagano sundor pa er opor.

Puro beparta dekhe boudir hasir domoke Shintu r chokh die jol berie gelo. Onek koshte, boudi hasi thamie pintu r dike pa ta ektu egie die bollo, “ei je langto khoka , kukur er moto 4 paye hoe ja ekhon.” Shintu kadte kadte hatu (knee) ar hat er bhor die daralo kukur er moto. Boudi tar pa er dike angul dekhie bole, “ese tor mal ta, jeta amar pa er opor poreche seta chete ne. Oshobhyo nongra kukur, malkin er shorire nongra mal felchis.” Shintu kotha na barie egie elo, oi 4 paye, kukur er moto. Kadte thakleo, Shintu o ekta chorom uttejona onuvob korchilo tar osadharon sundori boudir kachhe ei vabe opomanito hoye. Shintu aste aste oi sperm ta chete chete boudi r pa ta porishkar korte thake. Jokhon ar chatar moton kichu roilo na, boudi tar onno choti-pora pa ta die Shintu r mukh e ekta halka lathi marlo, “ne ne, onek hoeche. Ebar ektu ghure dara, 4-pae, Nongra kutta. Toke ami ei juto pora pa die, tor pichone lathi marbo, ebar tui to janish tui ki dhoroner oshobhyo kutta, boudi ke dekhe nunu khara hoe jae, tui bol, sohobot sikhte, kutta theke vodro manush hote, toke kota lathi khete hobe?”

Shintu voe kapte kapte bole, “Please boudi 5 bar maro, taholei hobe. Ami ar konodin o konorokom oshobhyotami korbo na.” Boudi muchki hese bole, “thik ache. Tahole tor pichone ami 5 bar lathi marbo. Ar ektu pa ta fak kore dara to, ami jeno pichon theke tor marble er moto bichi duto dekhte pai. Khub mojadar dekhte ogulo. Tui to chaileo kauke bie korte parbi na konodin, karon bie korar por bouke ador korte jeta lage seta tor nei.” Shintu aste aste pa-duto fak kore daralo, pacha ta ektu uchu kore jate boudi dekhte pae tar choto nunu ar bichi duto, du pa er fak die. Boudi dekhte paoa matro medium gocher ekta lathi mare Shintu r bichi te. Shintu bichite hat die mati te pore go-go korte thake bethar chote. Boudi, or mukher die takie, thik Shintu r mukher opor thutu fele ektu. Tarpor choti pora dan pa ta tule shintur mukher opor rakhe. Shintur mukher opor ghoste thake nijer ghore porar lal choti tar tola. Shintu boudir payer tolay suye boudir haate opoman sojjo kore chole, badha deoar kono chestai kore na. boudi shintur thot duto nie khelte thake choti pora dan payer tola die.
“amar chotir tolay chumu kheye dhonnobad de amake , tor bichite lathi mere osovvo kutta theke toke manush bananor chesta korar jonne. “ , muchki hese bole boudi. Shintu tai kore , dui hate boudir pa ta dhore garho chumbon kore boudir chotir tolay, osfuto swore bole, “ thank you boudi, amar moto ekta choto bichi wala nongra kukurer bichite lathi mere take manush bananor chesta korar jonne.”
Boudi khub enjoy korte thake shintur humiliation, shintur mukhe pa rekhe darie thaka nijeke tar kono maharani bole mone hoy. Choti pora dan pa ta tule sojore lathi mare boudi shintur mukhe, “ thamli kano kutta? Chumu khaoa chalie ja amar chotir tolay.” Shintu thik tai kore. Nijer sundori boudir haate opomanito haoar anonde attohara hoye jay se, pagoler moto chumu khete thake se tar mukhe pa rekhe darie thaka boudir chotir tolay, ar khwama chaite thake boudir kache.
10 min por boudi hasimukhe adesh day, ebar chete poriskar kore de amar chotir tola. Bindumatro apotti chara posha kukurer moto nijer boudir chotir tola chatte thake shintu. 10 min por boudi dan pa ta namay shintur much theke ba pa die shintur mukhe lathi mere bole “chat”. Shintu ba chotir tolao chatte thake pagoler moto, jano boudir chotir tola chatar jonnie tar jonmo hoyeche. Chotir tola notuner moto chokchoke hoye gele boudi ba pa ta shintur much theke namie buke rekhe or chokhe chokh rekhe takay.

“Ebar bol Shintu, debir moto vodro ar sundori boudir nongra kutta deor, ar konodin oshobhyotami korbi?” Shintu matha narate thake dudike, katha bolar moton obosthao tokhon ar or nei. Boudi haste haste bole, “Kauke bolbi, ami ajke ki korechi tor sathe?” Shintu abar o matha narate thake aste aste. Boudi muchki hese bole, “ne, dupur belata sue thak ekhon, aj rat e to dada thakbe, kichu kora jabe na. Kal sokal theke tor kukur jibon suru, ja bolbo tai korbi. Jodi bole, amar baire porar jutor tola ta chete poriskar kore de, songe songe tai korbi. Bujhli?” Shintu matha ta opor niche narae ekbar. Boudi hese bole, “Ne, gie sue por ekhon.”

Boudi muchki hese takie takie dekhte thaklo, kivabe bethae katrate katrate, ekta 5’8”, 55kg r langto ekta chele aste aste tar ghor e chole gelo. Dorjata porjonto lagalo na. Boudi nijei bole uthlo, “Good boy. Kalke dekhbi, boudir nongra juto chatte kamon lage”