Amake ekbar porasonar proyojone masir kache 3 year thakte hoyechilo. tokhon amar boyesh 15-16, masir 32-33. masi ja bolto ami tai sunte badhdho chilam. Ekbar amar bag e adult boi pay masi. Eta ki ? Ami matha nichu kore bollam – vul hoye gechemasi, ar hobe na. Masi bollo tor baba maa ke bole dobo tui esob porchis.. Ami masir pa dhore bollam- please bolona masi, tumi ja bolbe tai sunbo. Masi bolo sob jama pant khol akhon. Ekdom langto ho. Bole masi kajer meye kajol ke deke oke amar jama pant khulte bollo. Ami masir paye dhorlam, masi choti pora paye lathi marlo amar mukhe. totokhone kajol ese amar jama khule nieche. or boyesh amar motoi, dekhte besh valo. o amar pant khulte gele ami or pa o jorie dhorlam. masir moto o amar mukhe choti pora pa die lathi marlo, 1 ta na, porpor 3 te. tarpor o amar pant ar jangiao khule nilo. ki lojja amar ! kajol amar gaale thappor mere bollo kneel down ho. ami itostoto korte thakle masir joralo thappor amar onno gaale achre porlo. “akhon theke tui jekono meyer sob adesh sune cholbi. nahole rastar majhe toke langto kore rakhbo”. ami badhdho hoye langto obosthay matha nichu kore kneel down hoye roilam. dukhkhe amar chokh die jol porte laglo. hothat pash theke khuk khuk kore muchki hasir sobdo pelam. takie dekhi masir meye sarama amake langto dekhe 2 haate mukh dheke hasche. or porone school dress, sobe school theke fireche class 7 er student sarama. ektu pore hasi thamie o koutuk vora chokhe masike jiggasha korlo, “ki hoyeche ma? dada langto kano ?” masi gomvir mukhe bollo “o meyedersomporke kharap kotha lekha boi pore, tai. ” bon or sundor chokh duto boro boro kore obak hoye bollo, ” e ma, dada eto baje? oke tahole aro shasti deoa uchit. ” masi bollo “tui ar kajol oke jokhon khusi ja khusi shasti dite paris. oke nie ja khusi korte paris.” ekotha sune bon chute gie anonde or maa ke jorie dhore bollo, thank u ma, ami ar kajoldi mile amar osovvo langto dadake sekhabo ki kore meyeder somman korte hoy.
Bon mukhe hasi jhulie amar kache egie elo. Ekdrishte amar nunur dike takie roilo o. o joto mukhe hasi jhulie amar nunuta dekhchilo kano janina totoi amar nunuta aro boro hochchilo. Hothat dekhlam bon or juto pora dan pa ta opore tulo ar boom kore ekta sobdo holo poromuhurte. Bon amar bichite sojore lathi mereche ! ami mejhete pore gie kukre gie katrate laglam jontronay. Masi, kajol ar bon er tai dekhe ki hasi. Bon egie ese amar mukher opor thutu fello, tarpor juto pora pa die thututa amar sara mukhe ghoste laglo. Kajol or choti pora pa die amar nunuta dolte laglo.
Bon pa ta sorie erpor amar mathar pashe daralo. “ne lengtu, amake vokti vore pronam kor ebar.” Ami bollam tui amar choto bon , toke kano pronam korbo? Kajol egie ese amar mukher opor probol jore lathi marlo ekta. “ ke boro tate ki jay ase? O meye , ar tui jontur o odhom, ekta chele. Tai tui oke pronam korbi, bujhli ?” ami ki ar kori, 4 bochorer choto boner juto pora paye matha thekie pronam korlam. Bon tokhon ekta chair e bose poreche. Khub moja pachchilo o. ebar bon bollo, “ amar jutor opore chumu kheye khwama cha.” Ami bujhte parlam na, ki jonne khwama chaite hobe. Tobu boner jutor opore chumu kheye khwama chaite chaite bolte laglam, “he provu, he debi, tomar ei osovvo lengtu janwar dada take khwama kore dao. “ sune bon ar kajol haste laglo. Bon bollo , “ aage amar jutor tolay chumu kha, tarpor khwama korbo. Ami boner juto pora payer tolay suye porlam. Bon amar mukhe or juto pora pa duto tule dilo. Ami or jutor tolay chumu khete laglam. Kano janina choto boner haate evabe opomanito hote valo lagte suru korechilo amar. Ami jiv bar kore chatte laglam boner jutor tola. Kajol amar buke lathi marte laglo.