sokale uthe bujhte parlam chadorer tolay ami sompurno ulongo. raate ami pant khule suyechilam ? koi, mone porche na to ! khater chardike takalam, chadorer modhdhe hatre dekhlam. nei to !!! kothay gelo pant ta ?? chadorer modhdhe hatralam abar, charidike takie dekhlam. nah, khater opor, nicher mejhete kothao nei pant ta. kothay gelo ota ? ar ami akhon ki pore uthbo bichana theke ? badhdho hoye bichanar chador ta komore jorie uthlam bichana theke. alnar samne gie aro obak holam. alna teo amar ektao pant nei. vablam ranna ghore gie ma ke jiggasa kori amar pant gulo sob kothay.

ami amar ghor theke soja ranna ghore mayer kache jaoar chestay chilam. kintu majhe tv room pore. okhane bose amar choto bon tv dekhche. or boyesh 12, amar cheye 4 bochorer choto. amake chador komore jorie cholte dekhe o khuk khuk kore haste laglo, tarpor adure golay bollo- e ma, amar gadha tar pentalun gelo koi ? ami uttor na die matha nichu kore chole jaoar chestay chilam, kintu pichon theke bon sur kore dakte laglo,gadha, gadha, gadha ! amar rag hoye gelo, or dike egie or samne gie bollam, gadha gadha korchis kano ? ami gadha na, tor dada, bujhechis ? bon muchki hese amar kane hat die alto kore kanta mule die bollo “gadha na hole tor kan gulo ato boro boro kano ? thik gadhar kaner moto. dekhlei multe ichcha kore.” ami hat barie or hat aar kan theke sorate gelam. o onno hat die amar komore jorano chador ta dhore ektan dilo. bissoye hotobak hoye gelam ami . amar 4 bochorer choto bon er samne chador ta amake sompurno ulongo kore mejhete lutie porlo. ” tui sudhu gadhai na, ekta misti lengtu gadha, hi hi. ” bon bollo. lojjay puro lal hoye gelam ami. ma amader jhogra sune totokhone ranna ghor theke eghore chute eseche. ami taratari chador ta tule komore jorie nilam.
– ki re, tui pant na pore chador jorie ghurchis kano ? ami kapa golay uttor dilam, pant ta khuje pachhi na ma. – khuje pachjis na ? ma vuru kuchke bollo ” raate ki tui pant khule ghumas ? hostel e theke esob sikhechis ? tao khule amon jaygay rakhis pordin uthe nijei khuje pasna ? ” ami bollam ” ami harai ni ma. bon nischoy kothao lukie rekheche. ” bolar songe songe gaale ekta joralo thappor achre porlo. mayer na, amar choto bon er !! obak hoye thappor khaoa ba gale hat bolate laglam ami. ” dekhecho ma, nije pant harie amar nam e dosh chapachche gadha ta.” bon ovijog korlo ma ke.

” ma, dekhecho, bon amake chor marlo!” ami ovijog korlam ma ke. ” besh koreche, chor mereche. ma bollo. tui nije dosh kore or naam e faltu ovijog korbi ar o sojjo korbe ? purush jati tai erokom, nijera dosh kore ar meyeder ghare dosh chapay. valo chaile ekhuni bon er kache khwama cha. “, ma bollo. “ma, please, vul hoye geche, ar hobena.” ,ami kator golay bollam. ” eta bonke bol, ma ragi golay bollo. ami badhdho hoye bon ke bollam” please bon, khwama kore de amake, vul hoye geche. ” bon matha nere bollo ” atosohoje khwama hobe na. amar samne hatugere bose hatjor kore khwama cha prothome. tarpor amar paye matha rekhe khwama cha.” ami mayer dike asohay vabe chailam. ma gomvir vabe bollo “tor oporadher tulonay onek kom shasti dichche bon. bon ja bolche tai kor.” ami ki ar korbo ? choto bon simir samne hatugere bose hatjor kore bolte laglam ” please bon, amar vul hoye geche. amake khwama kore dao.” bon chair e bose or payer kache hatjor kore bose thaka amar dike takie haste laglo. ami barbar or kache khwama chaite laglam. 5 minute por bon bollo “ebar amar paye matha thekie khwama cha.” ami or nil choti pora pa duto duhate dhore tar opor nijer matha ta namie dilam. bon er sundor forsha pa dutor opor nijer matha ta ghoste laglam aste aste. majhe majhe chumbon korte laglam or dui payer patay. bon ektu pore or choti pora dan pa ta tule amar mathar opore rakhlo. amar mathar opor choti pora pa bulie amake ador korte korte bollo, ” ki re gadha. provur paye matha ghoste kamon lagche! ” bon amar provu !! lojjay mukh ta aro lal hoye gelo amar. osfuto swore uttor dite gie amio oke provu bole deke fellam. ” valo lagche provu. ” hi hi hi, ki bolli abar bol” amar mathar opor choti pora dan pa bulie ador korte korte bollo bon. ami bon er ba payer opor chumbon kore bollam, “valo lagche provu.” ei to, somman dite sikhechis meye der . pash theke ma bollo. ebar uthe ready hoye ne. amar tiffin toiri. tor baki pant gulo keche diechi. akhon babar ekta lungi pore ne. ami bon er payer opor sesh bar chumbon kore uthe daralam. alna theke babar ekta lungi nie toilet e chole gelam fresh hote.
Fresh hoye ese boslam khabar ghore, ei room tai tv room ar khaoar ghor. Ei ghorei ektu aage boner kache humiliated hoyechi. Ami chup chap ese matha nichu kore boslam ekta chair e. bon amar dike cheye muchki muchki haste laglo. Ma ranna ghore jachchilo luchi ar torkari ante. Bon maa ke bollo, “ma, sokal theke to tumi kaj kore jachcho. Ar koto korbe ? ei gadha ta kono kaj korena, saradin lengtu hoye ghumay sudhu. Tumi boso, lengtu ta kaj koruk ebar. “ ma boner dike cheye haslo. “ thik bolechis.” Tarpor amar dike cheye bollo “ ja, khabar nie ay. “ ami torko korar chesta korlam na. bina protibade ranna ghore gie 3 te plate ar luchi, torkari rakha patro duto nie elam. Bon 3 te thala dekhe vuru kuchke takalo amar dike. “3 te thala kano. Amra khabo bolechi. Toke khete debo bolechi ?” bon ki bolche ? ora khabe ar ami sara sokal na kheye thakbo? “ ja, ekta thala rekhe ay gie.” Amar bon simi ritimoto hokum korlo. Amar kano janina khub valo lagchilo boner sashon. Sara sokal khete pabona jeneo boner adesh palon korlam khusi mone. Ese 2 to thalay luchi torkari nie prothome ma ke dilam. Tarpor bon ke dite gelam. Bon tokhono chair e bose tv dekhe jachchilo. Amake dekhe hat die mejher dike dekhalo, “hatu gere bos amar payer kache.” Ami archokhe mayer dike takalam. Ma hasimukhe choto boner kache amar humiliation dekhche. Ami boner payer kache hatugere boslam. Plate ta amar hate dhora. “evabe bose thak plate ta dhore jotokhon amar khaoa sesh n ahoy.”, bon bollo. Ami ebaro kono protibad korlam na. boner plate ta duhate dhore or payer kache hatugere bose roilam. Bon or choti pora pa duto amar thigh er oor tule dilo. Bon taratari khaoar byapar e kono agroho dekhalo na.amar koler opor choti pora pa duto rekhe bon tv dekhte dekhte majhe majhe luchi chire mukhe dhokachchilo amar haate dhore thaka plate theke. 30 minute pore Khaoa sesh kore amar dike takalo bon. Mukhe daya dekhanor vab futie bollo “ki re lengtu, khide peyeche ?” ami ghar nere bollam ha. Bon bollo “ja, ei plate tay luchi torkari nie ese bos amar payer kache. Boner payer kache hatugere bose theke amar hatute byatha korchilo, tobu boner adesh mene hatugere boslam abar or payer kache. Bon amar kole or pa duto tule die bollo, “ khete khete amar pa duto tipe de to. “ ami montro mugdho putuler moto tai korlam. Boner pa duto mon die tipte laglam ar majhe majhe hat barie mejhete rakha plte theke luchi khete laglam. Bon tv dekhte dekhte boro dadar seba nite laglo.
Amar khaoa hoye gele bon amar buke choti pora ba pa die alto ekta lathi mere bollo, “ lengtu, tor ghore chol. Toke ekta jinish dekhabo.” Ei bole o tv off kore amar ghore chole gelo. Amio or pichon pichon amar ghore gelam. Bon niche pa jhulie amar khate boslo. Oke bolte holona, ami nije thekei or payer samne hatugere hatjor kore boslam. Bon hasimukhe bollo, “bol to toke ki dekhate nie elam?” ami matha nere bollam janina . bon or sundor mukhe hasi jhulie bollo,” mejhete upur hoye suye por ,matha nichu kore. Tarpor dekhachchi.” Ami boner thik payer kache matha rekhe upur hoye sulam. Bon amar toshoker modhdhe hat dhukie ki jano ekta bar korlo. Amar chokh mejher dike thakay dekhte pelam na.bon or choti pora dan pa ta amar chuler opor bulie sei obosthay amake ador korte laglo. Ami valo cheler moto chup kore boner payer ador kheye chollam. Bon 5 minute por pa ta amar mathar opor sokto kore rekhe bollo, “lengtu, ghar ghurie dekhar chesta kor amar hate ki ache. “ ami upur hoye suye ghar ghurie dekhar chesta korlam. Kintu erfole boner choti pora dan pa ta amar matha theke amar mukher opor ese porlo. Amar chokh ta Dhaka pore gelo or chotir tolay. Bon amake tease kore bollo, “bol lengtu, amar haate ki?” ami bollam “dekhte pachchi na. amar chokh tomar chotir tolay Dhaka pore geche.” Bon mukhe chuk chuk sobdo kore bollo, “aha re, lengtu tar koto kosto !” ei bole bon or pa ta amar chokher opor theke soralo or choti pora pa ta akhon amar thot , gal ar kopaler dandike. Ami opore takie dekhlam boner haate dhora amar pant ta, jeta kal rate ami pore chilam. Ami obak hoye bollam, “amar ei pant ta tor kache ki kore elo?”
Porokhonei boner pa ta amar mukher pash theke uthe gelo, ar neme elo tibro jore, abar amar gaaler opore. Koek muhurter jonne chokhe ondhokar dekhlam ami. “choto bonke kivabe somman korte hoy abar vulr geli lengturam?” ami boner dan choti pora payer tolay ekta garho chumbon kore bollam, “vul hoye geche provu. Tomar ei lengtu gadha take khwama kore dao please.” Bon pa tule arekta lathi marlo amar mukhe. Eta onek aste. “amar dayar sorir. Tai ebarer moto toke khwama kore dilam lengtu. Ne, ebar ei obosthay amar hat theke pant ta neoar chesta kor. Kintu suye suye nite hobe . ekdom uthbi na.”, ei bole bon pant ta amar hater nagaler modhdhe dhorlo. Ami haat barie pant ta nite gelam. Bon omni pant ta amar haater nagaler ektu opore tule dhorlo. Fole ami matha ta olpo tule pant ta neoar chesta korte gelam. Ar bon amar matha take or choti pora dan pa die mejher songechepe dhorlo. Pant ta akhon amar haater theke matro 2 inchi opore. Fole ami chesta korte laglam matha ta ektu tule haat uchu kore pant ta neoar. Ami joto matha uchu korar chesta kori bon toto aro jore amar matha mejher sathe chepe dhore. Mejhe ar boner payer majhe pisto hoye amar mathay byatha korte laglo. Opore khuk khuk hasi sune bujhlam bon amar humiliation khub enjoy korche. Ami joto matha uchu korte chesta kori bon toto jore or pa die amar matha mejhe te these dhore. Sei songe o or chotir tola amar gaal ar thoter opore ghoste laglo. Boner kache amar ei humiliation kano janina, boner sathe amio enjoy korte laglam.
“ki re lengtu, ato niche rekhechi tor pant ta ,tao nite parchis na?” amar thoter opor ghoste thaka boner chotir tolay chumbon kore bollam, “na provu. Ami ekta opodartho lengtu gadha. Kichui parina.” Sune bon ho ho kore haste laglo. Ektu pore hasi thamie bollo “ki bolli abar bol.” Ami bollam, “Ami ekta opodartho lengtu gadha. Kichui parina.” Sune bon abar ho ho kore haste laglo. Sei somoy ma ese dhuklo ei ghore. Amar mukher opor choti pora pa rekhe ek haate amar pant ta dhore bon ke darie thakte dekhe ma bonke jiggasa korlo, “ki korchis tora?” bon golata bachchader moto kore bollo, “dekho na ma, gadhar pant ta khater tolay pelam. Nijer pant khater tolay fele amar lengtu gadha ta pant haranor jonne amar opor dosh dichchilo. Tai oke ektu shasti dichchi.”
Ami ma ke bollam na je pant ta bon e lukie rekhechilo. Borong, mayer samne boner choti pora payer tolay chumu kheye bollam, “khwama kore dao bon. Ar kokhono erokom vul korbona.” Bon amar mukher opor rakha pa tay vor baralo, tarpor ba pa tao amar mukher opor rekhe uthe daralo amar mukher opor. Amar mukher opor choti pora paye darie ache amar bon, tao mayer samnei ! ma dekhte laglo, kichu bollo na. pray 2 min amar mukher oporduto pa rekhe darie roilo amar 3 bochore choto bon simi. Tarpor neme darie bollo, “ja, ebarer moto toke khwama kore dilam lengtu. Erpor erokom vul korle toke lengtu kore bedhe rekhe amar school er sob meyeke deke ene dekhabo. ami bollam, thik ache provu. Ami abar lengtu gadhar moto vul korle amake ja khusi shasti dio tumi. Ei bole boner choti pora paye matha thekie pronam korlam.