Amar name Ravi tabe namer sathe charitrer kono mil nei, age 23+, sobe porasuna sesh korechi. Chakrir sondhan korchi, jai hok ei golpota amar jiboner Kichuta satti ghotona obolombone. Barite thaki ami – briddhaa ma- boro dada o tar bou, amar adorer Kamala boudi, amar debi. Maa osustho, tai doctor besi ghora ghuri korte mana koreche, tai ma ghor theke besi beroi na. Dada ekta foreign private company te service kore tai majhe majhe foreign e jete hoi. Dadar biye hoyeche matro 7 maas holo. Ma osustho tai taratari dadar biye korte hoyeche.
Amar boudi Kamala jake ami debir moto vokti kori, jokhon boudi ke samne dekhi ami nijeke thik rakhte pari na ., ichcha kore sobar samne boudir payer samne hatugere bosi, boudir payer opor nijer matha ta namie di.Boudir proti eto shraddha keno ase, ami ki submissive bole na boudir moddhe devir mahatto ache ta ami bujhe uthte pari na. ami boudir mukh theke sunechi durga pujor somoy boudi ke “kumari” pujo kora hoyechilo. Boudi to sei chotto boyesh theke devir asone upobisto. Boudir height 5feet 4inchi, boyish 22, khub roga noy abar khub mota noy sundoor gothon deher. Ar sobcheye sundor boudir forsha oporup mukh khana. ekkothay boudi ke dekhte oporup, chok duto tana tana sorir ujjal sonali borno, mukhe sarboda hasi lege ache, khub santo . boudir pa duto khub sundor, jano kono debir pa .
Jokhon kono interview dite jai tokhon boudike pronam kore jai, oi sujoge boudir norom tultule paye hater sporsho pai, khub bhalo lage. prothom prothom boudi amar pronam nite chaito na, ami boudi ke boltam tumi amar debi, tomar ashirbad pele ami valo chakri peye jabo.
Tumi ki chao na ami valo chakri pai ?
Boudi hese bolto keno chaibo na, tui dekhbi khub valo chakri pabe. Boudi amar cheye choto haoa sotteo amake tui bolto, eta amar khub valo lagto.
Ami bollam tomake seba korle tobe e ami valo job pabo, tomar modde ami debir rup dekhechi, amar mon jemon chay ami tomake temon vabe seba korbo, tumi na bolte parbe na .
Boudi hese bollo acha thik ache, amake seba kore Jodi tor unnoti hoy tumi tai koris.
Ekdin dupure boudi ghore suye magazine porchilo, ami chupi chupi boudir payer kache giye duto payer upor chumu khelam.
Boudi bollo janoar paye kew mukh dei .
Ami bollam tumi amar gurujon amar debi tomake pujo korar icha kore, toamar norom pa jora dhuye jol khabar ichcha kore.
Boudi jore hese uthlo.
Ami bollam haso keno ?
Boudi bollo hasir katha bolle hasbo na to ki korbo!! acha tor ichcha jokhon hoyeche somoy moto amar pa dhuye jol khas, boudir charonamrito mone kore.
Ami jani boudi moja kore boleche, kintu ami ar ei sujog charte chai na, sathe sathe boudir paye chumu khelam .
Boudi bollo ekhoni suru kore dili…
Ami bollam ekhon tomar podo seba kori.
Boudi pa duto amar samne rekhe magazine pora suru korlo. Ami khater pashe rakha boudir sundor golapi choti duto boudir paye porie dilam. Tarpor boudir duto chotir tolay pagoler moto chumbon korte laglam.
Ami boudir duto pa chumu te voriye dilam, tarpor boudir chotir tola jiv ber kore chatte laglam boudir posha kukurer moto. boudi amar mukhe lathi mere soriye diye bollo ki ossobvotami hoche char.
Ami bollam please boudi vokto ke debir podo seba korte dao.
Boudi bollo kintu ta bole …………..
obosese amar request boudi rakhlo . ami boudir chotir tola chatchi, chotir tolay nijer mukh pagoler moto ghoschi ar amar onurodhe boudi amar mukhe choti pora pa die aste aste lathi marche.tarpor boudi ke bollam kal theke ami tomar charanamrito khabo. Boudi amar dike ek dristi te takiye thaklo.

protyek sokale ami ek glass jol khai, sokale ami ek glass jol vore kitchen e gelam tokhon boudi ranna te basto chilo. Boudir kache giye bollam eta charanamrito kore dao,
Boudi bollo abar sokal theke suru korli?
Ami bollam please boudi deri koro na taratari dao.
Boudi bollo ki vabe?
Boudir payer kache bose glass ta rekhe boudir payer kache haat pete bollam tomar pa ta amar haater opor rakho. Boudi mukhe hasi jhulie amar dan haater talute nijer golapi choti pora dan pa ta rakhlo. Ami glass er jolta boudir choti pora payer opor dhalte laglam niche ekta bati rekhe. Boudir choti pora pa dhoa jol porte laglo batite. Erpor boudi nije theke or choti pora ba pa ta amar haater opor rakhte ami boudir ba pa tao dhuye pa dhoa jol batite nilam. Boudi amar dike takie hese bollo ebar valo vokter moto debir pa dhoa jolta khe ne. ami bujhlam boudio enjoy korche. Ami boudir paa dhoa jol voktivore ek chumuke kheye nilam. Tarpor sashtange pronam korlam boudike. Boudir choti pora paye matha rekhe. Boudi or choti pora dan pa amar mathar opor rekhe bollo “asirbad korchi, tui taratari khub valo chakri peye jabi.” Ami ‘dhonnobad debi” bole boudir payer opor chumbon korte laglam.

Boudir seba korar proti amar lov barte laglo.. ichcha kore sarakhon boudir pada seba kori, boudir paye jeno kono aghat na lage. Ami nijeke boudir posa kukur mone kori jokhon icha amar manib er pa chati, nijer hate boudir nokh kete die, paye cream lagie di, choti ar juto jiv die chete poriskar kore di..
Debi durgar onek rup tar modde ekta rup Kamala, amar boudi o Kamala name debi durga hoye amader barite eseche . Eto kache debi ke peye tar seba korar sujog kono vabe harate chai na, amar sob vokti ami debir paye samarpan korte chai.
Protek amabassa ar purnimar dupure ami boudike debi rupe pujo kori . Amar nijer ghore ekta sundoor chair e boudike bosiye ekta thalar upor debir pa rakhi ar ami boudir payer kache bose dudh diye valo kore debir pa dhuye die. Norom tul tule payer angul gulo mukhe niye chuste thaki r jiv diye angul er fak poriskar kore di. Payer tola chti voktite chokh buje . Ei somoy boudi o nijeke debi rupe vabe, vabe tar vakto tar debir pada seba korche. Boudir pa dhuiye diye charanamrito thala soriye rekhe pa duto amar kole niye jiv diye boudir pa theke dudh er bindu chete kheye pa jora poriskar kore dite thaki . tarpor Prasad er plate er upor amar debir pa rakhi ar kata fol (cutting fruit ) diye boudir pa Dhaka die . boudir galay ful er mala parai ar dhoop jele boudi ke kichukhon mantra pore pujo kori. kichu por debir payer upor mukh diye pa theke fol khete suru kori . Prasad khabar por boudir charanamrito (pa dhoya dudh ) pan kori. suye boudike pranam kori r debi tahar charan jora amar mathar upor tule diye ashirbad kore. Boudi ke pujo korar por ami gadha ba ghora(horse) er moto char hat paye hama guri debar moto kore thaki, protyek debir jemon ekta kore bahon thake ami debi kamalar bahon hoye jai. Boudi chair theke uthe amar pither upor chepe bose du dike pa duto jhuliye day ar amar mathar chul chepe dhore . Boudi ke amar pithe chapiye boudir ghore khater kache gelam. Boudi amar pith theke namlo r dan pa ta amar pithe upor rekhe khate uthe suye porlo ar debi chok bondo kore nidra channo hoye gelo.
Sabsomoy ami nijer hate boudir juto poriskar kori. Boudi barir theke baire beronor somoy Jodi dekhe juto nongra ache tokhon khub rege jai ar amake dak dei, ami taratari giye boudir juto poriskar kore dei .prothome oi nongra juto boudir paye porie di, tarpor boudir payer opor upur hoye boudir jutor oporta chete poriskar korte thaki. Erpor boudir payer tolay upur hoye suye jutor tolao jiv die chete poriskar kore di. Boudi majhe majhe pa tule amar mukhe lathi marte thake.
Dupure khabar por boudi ghumate jai ar ami boudir sathe giye boudir pa tipi . Boudi khate lamba hoye suye pore ar ami boudir payer kache basi, boudi amar kole pa duto tule dei . Ami moner anonde boudir pa tipi, majhe majhe paye chumu khai .
Boudi barite besi somoy churidars ar golapi choti pore thake . ek din dupure boudir pa tepar jonno boudir ghore gelam, boudi chair e bose tv dekhchilo. . Amake dekhe boudi bollo Ravi amar paye khub betha, aj amar payer pata theke hatu porjonto valo kore tipe de to dekhi. Ami boudi ke bollam tumi mon die tv dekho. Ami tomar payer tolay suye tomar pa tipe dichchi. Ami boudir payer kache suye porlam. Boudi or choti pora pa duto amar mukher opor rekhe mon die tv dekhte laglo. Boudir choti pora pa duto amar mukher opor rakha. Boudike thik debir moto sundori lagchilo. Amar mone boudir proti vokti uchle uthlo. Ami jiv bar kore chatte laglam boudir chotir tola, arm on die boudir duto pa tipte laglam.
Erpor theke evabe amar debi boudike seba korai amar routine hoye gelo. Barite ma ba dadar samneo boudi amake die seba korate laglo. Karo samne boudir seba korte amar aro valo lage. Ami thik korechi bie korbona. Amar debir seba korei sara jibon Katie debo.